Samstag, 27. Februar 2010
hurry
1 hour and 20 mintes left until I'll meet with Maren and her Boyfriend at the irish pub. later on we'll going to see a crappy band at the level eight. I really hate them, but i wanna make myself prettey and have a good time tonight.
kaffee&zigaretten
meet me at the level eight tonight! I'm the drunk one dancing and crying.
I'm lookin forward to a nice glass of whine.
I'm lookin forward to a nice glass of whine.
Samstag, 20. Februar 2010
meaningless art that people showed
fuckin prick.
she rans out of her stupid nail studio, yanks out the newspapers from the postboxes that weren't even hers, grabbs my arm and shouts at me. she shouted and yelled at me and didnt stop whatever I said.
she called me "evil".
she lied in front of her customers and wasnt even ashamed of it. such a poor bitch...
what offends me the most is the fact that she was mad at me out of nothing, I didnt hurt her in ANY way and she was just mean and unfair to me! such happenings are so horrible for me.
I'm doing the almost low-paid job of the whole society and get treated so mean.
I'm in a good mood to slap her fuckin face.
she rans out of her stupid nail studio, yanks out the newspapers from the postboxes that weren't even hers, grabbs my arm and shouts at me. she shouted and yelled at me and didnt stop whatever I said.
she called me "evil".
she lied in front of her customers and wasnt even ashamed of it. such a poor bitch...
what offends me the most is the fact that she was mad at me out of nothing, I didnt hurt her in ANY way and she was just mean and unfair to me! such happenings are so horrible for me.
I'm doing the almost low-paid job of the whole society and get treated so mean.
I'm in a good mood to slap her fuckin face.
announcement?
ZERO said he had an anouncement to make for the european fans...
I'm so scared that D'espairsRay might come back to Europe in 2010. Of course I would love to see them again more than anything, but that willl not happen if they come again so soon. maybe in two years....
everyone else will be able to go, but not me.
when I saw them for the first time, I was too overwhelmed and shocked by the fact of being there, but next time I want to remember everything and treasure these moments in my heart, and I wanna look at only ZERO while standing in the front row. I wanna enjoy it.
But I cannot go there this time.
I can imagine how much it will hurt when I sit at home knowing my most beloved artists are giving a gig right that night, without me.
I'm so scared that D'espairsRay might come back to Europe in 2010. Of course I would love to see them again more than anything, but that willl not happen if they come again so soon. maybe in two years....
everyone else will be able to go, but not me.
when I saw them for the first time, I was too overwhelmed and shocked by the fact of being there, but next time I want to remember everything and treasure these moments in my heart, and I wanna look at only ZERO while standing in the front row. I wanna enjoy it.
But I cannot go there this time.
I can imagine how much it will hurt when I sit at home knowing my most beloved artists are giving a gig right that night, without me.
Freitag, 19. Februar 2010
fauna
still working on the new ficcu.
when I went out in the garden to smoke today my cat finally joined me again. he kept staring at a bird and came close enough to catch it, but then two other birds showed up and saw the danger, so they warned the other bird with very loud and hysterical noises.
for a while the first bird just looked around in a confused way and then finally flew away from the ground so sit on a tree with the other birds. at that moment they got quiet.
it was very interesting to watch...I was really curious who was going to win. it seemed like they birds really were able to communicate.
my cat returned and seemed disappointed so I gave my little bird hunter a hug.
back to work!
when I went out in the garden to smoke today my cat finally joined me again. he kept staring at a bird and came close enough to catch it, but then two other birds showed up and saw the danger, so they warned the other bird with very loud and hysterical noises.
for a while the first bird just looked around in a confused way and then finally flew away from the ground so sit on a tree with the other birds. at that moment they got quiet.
it was very interesting to watch...I was really curious who was going to win. it seemed like they birds really were able to communicate.
my cat returned and seemed disappointed so I gave my little bird hunter a hug.
back to work!
Donnerstag, 18. Februar 2010
pon iz not amused.
I dreamed something very strange last night.
I recorded LEECH with the gazettE while Dir en grey were watching from a döner kebap store...
this one was taken last summer on the summer festival, right before D'espairsRay's gig.
it was placed on a rollercoaster.
isn't it fuckin mean?
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