queer as folk

I absolutely LOVE it!! watch it, its really, funny, sexy cute and well made!!!

-.-

my math teacher just stole my an hour of my day and three euros -.-

<3

I'm calling my beloved darling <3

If I dont call her, i cant sleep well....

working

no entry yesterday :o
there was a lot I wanted to tell you yesterday...I forgot most of it.
the english test today was way too easy, as always. but it made me wonder if I should stop smoking...
cutting came up as a topic again.

our teacher said there's a volcano in California, and if the catastrophe happens, the whole continent will be blown up.
what a world...

germany chose death.

germany voted. and voted wrong.^^
the future rulers will cause pollution, wars and poverty.

probably the islamistic terror warnings will come true and we will die next week.
gosh what a world....

but as MM said: we're running to the edge of the world, running, running away. but I dont know if the world will end today.

grrr

my feet hurt...I hope we'll have sth good to eat later.

Rena's mum has a new lover, and he's horrible....I fuckin cant stand him AT ALL.

MM

listening to marilyn manson all day since yesterday.
To The High End Of Low is really good, there are a lot of good and thinkable phrases in the lyrics.

My pain is not ashamed to repeat itself...

I just took a shower and will get sth to eat..I ate way to less yesterday!
everyone make sure that you eat enough okay?

tired

my feet hurt from the dancing....but it was soo~ much fun!!
the meeting kinda didnt work coz the people came late and Rena and I were already gone when they came...

I jzst noticed my hairstraightener was switched on for 5 hours now o.o

annoyed

Rena makes me wait.....

!!!

I got the deodorant!! it smells so nyaaaah~....

today is a busy day! I'm gonna bring out the newspapers now, have lunch, go downtown with Rena to buy the shoes I fell in love with yesterday and then she will buy some books for school.
Later we have a meeting with the animexx people and right after that we will go to a party in the dancing school.
sounds good eh?

danger

I admit that i'm scared of the islamic terror warnings.
They say that "after the vote on sunday 27th, Germany has to get ready for something special."
our trains and and stations are all supervised and protected.

the US tells people better not to travel to Germany these days.
I admit that i'm scared as hell of the 11th.

what has this world become like....

rabu

something on my new sweater smells like a very good men perfume....
I KNOW!! its the deodorant I lent after the sports education, it was AXE for men!! Gosh i gotta buy that one it smells so hot...I could eat myself right now xD
*smells on her skin over and over*

See yah, I'm off downtown!!

trouble

school is really hard for me this time. I'm not sure if I can make it this year...
uh, I'm lazy.

something got broken with my bike and I tried to repair it, but I dunno what to do. my fingers have been covered in this stupid oil and I washed my hands three times up to now and it still hasnt gone!

I'll get some ice cream now...

sometimes, little things cause big trouble.

sometimes I can't understand things I thought I would know.

and sometimes, I feel like I am absolutely worth nothing.

puratsuri

I love Plastic Tree!!

here are my two fave songs:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bPR5GgglocU
Ryuutaro has some fluffy cute hair in this^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_WANyly8V4
one and only once and for ever lifetime fave song of plastic tree....

???

I afraid I insulted D'espairsRay...sme one told me that you ahve to aks japanese pple first, before you ask something...and now I'm trying to remember if I ever asked before asking...

And hwy is Miyavi's number always 382? I dont get it...

I'm not sure if I like DJ SiSen. he's hot for sure, but its not the stylish and hidden hotness, he breaks out with it and moans in his songs...not that i'm against moaning in songs! xD but I'm more for the hidden and short and soft moaning, for teh rest does my fantasy xD
...and I am totally not thinking of Sugar pain right now xD

nice, weatha, nice day

Today I went to the park with the children from fith grade, coz those kids get four or five "Tutors" from 10th grade for their first year. we help them and do nice stuff with em, just like we were their big sisters.
We went to the animal park and wanted to see how moose is feed, but they didnt show of and were just lying in the ground all day. but the other animals were awesome.
its been a while since I was last at that park, and it was really nice!

there's this one girl, shes kinda strange and annoying and the other kids dont like her...i talked to her all day and shes totally differnet if you show her your interest.
her mother has four kids and ´no husband, so it must be really hard for the family. I feel like this kid is not getting very much attention, and thats why she shows off so much in her class.
I'll take care of her...

guren

I had good noodles today...yummy!

Can you imagine that? I did a bit of my work before sitting down at the computer! wow...
actually i wanted to pick up Rena for some shopping but I'm to tired now...

I'm full but I still wanna eat sth of that delicious stuff *___*

done

I'm done, finally! Once again we got problems with the auqarium and it took a lot of the to fix. hopefully verything is well now...
My closet looks good! d^__^b
I'll have dinner now, do some work and then have a nice hot shower....
good night!

late spring cleaning

I'm tidying my closet! I have so many clothes and I only wear half of them...
My closet is really really messy...gotta to sth about that!
Wataru is helping me ;)
Later I'll have some ice cream...

yeah!

last night was so fun! we had a great time together but now I'm not feeling so well...we pierced Laura's ear coz she asked us to do it. And now her mum will be really, really mad at us...what a stupid idea, I'm so embarrassed.
I'll tidy up my flat today and do some work later.
Have a nice sunday everyone!

spermargarita

I've worked hard today!

atm, Anne's at my place and we're relaxing a bit.
later laura will join us when she has finished dancing school. we'll pick up Rena and go downtown to have some wine.
and then I'll have a sleepover at Rena's place we will drink the sake she got me for my birthday!
there are a lot of things we have to party...
- my birthday
- Rena's new home
- D'espairsray's 10th anniversary
- Jasmine You's death
of course the las thing is not really a reason to party....we will remember him.
take care!

n8

I'm fllowing myv's yutube videos now.
gosh i'm tired.
I gotta work today for at least 4 to 6 hours, send that letter and clean my bathroom.
and maybe I'm going out with rena and Aiji the evening.

join me

again a lot of things are happening.

firstly, i have a lot of work to do today. this evening i guess i wont be able to to my newspaper work voz I'm going to the Theorema to see the result of the Underage-vote we had today. I hope CDU/CSU is not winning...
but before that, Rena and I are going to the dancing school again, and later I'll call my girlfriend.
I also have to send her the letter I wrote but i'm SO AFRAID that it may be lost again...
yeah...thatw as it i guess? no...I'll have lunch later and I really need to do the request for my english workbook and read "Emilia Galotti" for the next german lesson.
gosh...
let's play Sims3 again!!

no time

to make it short: I got one hour to get my school stuff, eat, get ready for bed. then my darling wants to call and then i need to sleep coz i'm fucking fucking tired.

I wrote her a letter! but I guess it'll be lost just as teh alst one...
I'm starving. my head is fucking bitching.
...my legs hurt.

3

sims 3 rules...;D
Rena made me and her, we look kinda hot....and we made two hawt guys for the sims, but we cant decide who gets who they're both smexy! xD

4

today's number is 4!! and why? because my darling and I have been a couple for four months now.
baby, I'll say the meaningless words: I love you.

and I have a meeting with my dentist in an hour...he wants to pull out my wisdom teeth...but as long as it is not necessary, I won't take that much pain! I'll keep my wisdom!!

hn.

another boring day ends.
I was at school until noon, and I was at the computer until evening.

isnt that boring?
I'm starving. i hate....this.

5

I got SO MUCH work to do!
but I guess, these are the upper classes....I'm fine with that.

btw, do you know the new "5" chewing gum? its awesome!

I got to do my schedule now...and I will do it RIGHT NOW!!

not enough time

I didnt do my homework coz Rena came <.<
So I'll take a shower now, eat sth, do my homework and go on writing Samsara!
good night!

bored

I guess i'll do my homework for french now...

why dows wow not work anymore? I did everything blizzard told me! fuck'em...

DAMN

I burned my meal because I wrote too long...its ulgy <.<

well

I'm back home!
school was okay...but actuallly I already cant stand it. and it was just the first day!
we got three new members, and three classmates had to leave.

I'll get sth to eat now and then do some stuff on the computer..check out my myspace!

mmmmmmorningggg

did you sleep well?
I kinda didnt >.< i slept several hours, but then I woke up every ten minutes....
But I'm not as sleepy as I thought ^.^

gotta have breakfast now and then go to school...
and...*looks outta window* it's not raining!!...yet.
Rena is still sleeping coz she gets to school at 9 <.<
I'm jealous....

do you know defective tragedy? listen to it! makes me fresh and full of energy^^

sleepy

I'll eat now...then put some music up and go 2 bed...and its still raining.
if it rains tomorrow I'll be pissed...

gettin out again

rain doesn't stop...samenai ame?

Rena is here, coz she doens have a computer yet and uses mine to upload here new chapter. She's a good writer too ;)

and I got my new mp3 player but I dont really check it out...its kinda complicated <.<
well, we'll go downtown now to buy some stuff for school tomorrow!
see yah!

music

Rena is back from her granny's house and we'll go to a market now to get my new MP3 player...FINALLY.

Girugämesh rules :p

having betrayed is why

Girugämesh is amazing...last night when i was standing at my bathroom window smoking, I listened to MUSIC and it remembered me of the Crazy Tour o9...they were so awesome.
my first gig ever. it was the best day of my live, just as I wanted it to be.
I still remember everything...
Every scream of Satoshi, every bass hitting my ears, every kiss of my Darling and every painful muscle.
I know it all and I will never foregt that day..

nooo >.<

My cat is ill :(
I asked for help on the internet and now people are insulting me as a cat murderer -.- as expected...

I found the D'espairsRay discography site again!!

Simpsons

I wanted to watch the movie yesterday, but in the commercial breaks I wasted to much time and missed the whole movie...
So i'll get something to eat now and then watch the movie.

Please visit my myspace and facebook accounts, okay?
http://home.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user
http://www.facebook.com/miyavi.official#/profile.php?id=100000251110309&ref=name

bye for now!

scrubs

Scrubs is too funny xD
I wanna have a baby too...

Can anyone help me with the makro here? o.ö
I'm hungry...