MONEY RUNS AWAY FROM ME!!

MOTHERFUCKERS!!

The sick rockers of D'ESPAIRSRAY are going to satisfie us with 10+ (!!!!) shows in Europe this summer!!

It's like 200% sure that there will be 2 shows in Germany!!



This time...I promise it, ZERO, this time, you will look at me and I will not forget your face again and I will not forget how it feels to touch you and I will not forget the atmosphere you brought up.

This time I will make everything better, it's promised.....just promise to play for me.

back to april

server breakdown...

why is it suddenly raining?

I didnt sleep well and woke up a few times to check if Darling's still there.

I feel sick. Is it the hangover?

L8 was boring last night.

She's in the bathroom right now and I'm waiting for her to come to me.

I enjoy every second.

I's so freaking nervous, i'm sweating.

9:12 am. I'm not dressed or anything yet, and were about to go to the station ins 20 minutes. But I dont wanna get dressed until I get a message from her...otherwise I'd be too disappointed.

Last day!

So it's finally --- OVER---!!!

I dont wanna think about it too much right now. I will miss certain people, that's it.

I learned a lot, I saw a lot, and I've cried a lot, that's it.

My assessment is A,A,A,A,A,A,A,B. Fine.

I got so much work to do....but now it is time for teamspeak!!

last day?

tomorrow's the last time for me to work.

today many workers said goodbye to me, and after all I must say it's said that it's over. I won't see Steff anymore, and thats putting me down a bit. She was very friendly to me and without her, work would have been hell.

The leader told me my work was good and she wrote a positive assessment which is the best I could have asked for.

argh....I hate saying goodbye.