nando mo, nando mo...

that ol' lady made me realize how annoying a "my-pace"-person can be....

"Slow down honey!! no need to rush!! do it slowly!!...Slowly!!"

hehe...while being quite bossy, she's also so nice....



It's hard not to cry most of the time. That woman who cant speak or eat and just lays around all day...she was so beautiful as a bride. I would have married her.
And now she remains as a vanishing shadow.

She's so cute when she smiles at me.

Her birthday was in september. Her family came to see her, and they sung and played music for her, i saw the photos. She was so sweet in that flower-printed blouse, lying in her bed with her face all red in excitement, laughing and looking from one visitor to another with her eyes shining ever so brightly.
She looked so deeply happy...and to see her suffering day after day, without any hope for a better future, the only exit being a peaceful death is just unbearable.

But it's no use crying over someone who had a long life and still has a loving family.


It just made me remember the day when my family gathered around my grandma's bed, where she was lying with a flower in her hands not sleeping like that other woman, but dead and cold.

How long will it take to forget that picture?

As always I can rely on my cat to come to me when he hears me crying.

2 down, 8 more to go.