I got up earlier so i have time for my blog. todays the 7th anniversary of my baby and me! everybody HOORAY!!
today's also the big sports challenge. I'm not in the team, so its gonny be a boring day...we'll loose anyway.
Donnerstag, 17. Dezember 2009
Mittwoch, 16. Dezember 2009
done
oh boy the concert was awesome. I really enjoyed singing up there and gave my áll my best.it wasnt as hard as I had thought before, and almost everything went well.
almost.....I was so concentrated that i started singing way earlier than i had to! embarrassing....
almost.....I was so concentrated that i started singing way earlier than i had to! embarrassing....
on the road
just finished work, now i'll have to change and call my baby.
Only half an hour until I'll meet the others at the venue. I gotta be quick...
Only half an hour until I'll meet the others at the venue. I gotta be quick...
rockin till my throat is sore :D
I just finished the rehearsel for tonight. it works quite good, but some songs are so exhausting that i put all my strength in them and then my voice breaks during the other songs.
I dont know what shoes to wear....
gotta be relaxing a bit now and then go back to work.
seeya!
I dont know what shoes to wear....
gotta be relaxing a bit now and then go back to work.
seeya!
Dienstag, 15. Dezember 2009
akuro no oka
beautiful live song by Dir en Grey.
people are trying to pull me down, to kill, me exhausting me, supressing me with words, acts, happenings, thoughts.
And I cant fight back.
I always thought it would be enough to be self-confident.
But all my self-confident is not worth anything because no one notices it.
You need self-confident and authority to survive. Second is what I dont have. And I dont know how to gain it.
I feel worthless because of that.
What can you do against people calling you a racist and a fascist and a whore and a liar?
Nothing. They'll never believe you.
This is how they steal your authority. And if they also get my self-confidence, I'm done.
It hurts being so breakable.
people are trying to pull me down, to kill, me exhausting me, supressing me with words, acts, happenings, thoughts.
And I cant fight back.
I always thought it would be enough to be self-confident.
But all my self-confident is not worth anything because no one notices it.
You need self-confident and authority to survive. Second is what I dont have. And I dont know how to gain it.
I feel worthless because of that.
What can you do against people calling you a racist and a fascist and a whore and a liar?
Nothing. They'll never believe you.
This is how they steal your authority. And if they also get my self-confidence, I'm done.
It hurts being so breakable.
Samstag, 5. Dezember 2009
suzie wong
long time no see.
I went to a very popular local club last night, with the intention not to drink anything.
In the end I was kicked outta the club, lay on the street for I-dunno-how-long and was found by the police. I had 1.4 promille.
they informed my parents and I was picked up, but to taht moment I was sick again and again.
I slept in my clothes and my father made me walk to the club again in the morning to pick my bike up which i had left there. I took me almost an hour.
gotta work now....
I forgot the meeting that was planned for this morning and I hope I will keep the soup I just ate.
Never again.....it's still horrible.
I went to a very popular local club last night, with the intention not to drink anything.
In the end I was kicked outta the club, lay on the street for I-dunno-how-long and was found by the police. I had 1.4 promille.
they informed my parents and I was picked up, but to taht moment I was sick again and again.
I slept in my clothes and my father made me walk to the club again in the morning to pick my bike up which i had left there. I took me almost an hour.
gotta work now....
I forgot the meeting that was planned for this morning and I hope I will keep the soup I just ate.
Never again.....it's still horrible.
Abonnieren
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