tears

sometimes I feel like I'll cry right away.

My mum came upstairs and said "how can you just return to your everyday-life right now? is it so easy for you?"
I told her, "do you want me to lie on the bed crying? it's just my way to think of something else!"

I'll get somethibng to eat now, before I get too emotional again.

wait. surprise, surprise. jonny called. we'll see what happennes. he wants us to be friends again, but i kinda dont care.