I need money....

my brother told me I will not get a job when i go to university. I'm so scared of the future. I know I have to be realistic...but I'm so scared that I cannot stay together with my beloved. I need her...I will do whatever it takes if we just can live together....

Closer to ideal- brand new scene will cost 105 euros. this is what I earn in almost 3 months.
D'espairsRay hurt me so much these days...I love them too much, and I'm breaking down coz i'm so far away and probably will never see them again...I haven't even met them!
I cant pay the clothes I wanna wear...I cant pay my fave bands, my music, my dreams, my school, my education.
Honestly, I'd really do anything for money. but I dunno where to go....I cannot wait out there on the street until a car stops!
I have to earn more money. whoever said you cannot be happy with money was wrong, you can be happy with or without money, but life's ten times easier if you have money.
gosh, If I just had 100 euros more very month I'd be the happiest person ever.

gotta stop whining. at least I'm healthy. I need a hot shower and a cig and chocolate....