announcement?

ZERO said he had an anouncement to make for the european fans...
I'm so scared that D'espairsRay might come back to Europe in 2010. Of course I would love to see them again more than anything, but that willl not happen if they come again so soon. maybe in two years....
everyone else will be able to go, but not me.
when I saw them for the first time, I was too overwhelmed and shocked by the fact of being there, but next time I want to remember everything and treasure these moments in my heart, and I wanna look at only ZERO while standing in the front row. I wanna enjoy it.
But I cannot go there this time.

I can imagine how much it will hurt when I sit at home knowing my most beloved artists are giving a gig right that night, without me.