let's end it here.

I'm just fucked....AGAIN.....

Confusion and something between Before I Decay and Discharge, that's what it sounds like. I'm not in the mood to listen to it properly....but it seems okay.
I never liked Ruki growling in this insane way, he never was very good at it.

I'll fuck theses guys anyways for their selfishness. Dunno how to call it.
















Bought a sweater yesterday. 20 bucks. Wanted to have it printed with the DISORDER font.
"yeah, we can do it, but it will be a horrible work and it will cost at least 50 bucks."

now I know that one of the DISORDER sweaters cost around 200 bucks. plus pants, shoes, shirts, tops, hats, jewelery, probably underwear.

fuck gazette.

Now I realize how ridiculouse Reita's noseband looks.



There is no personal Top 3 for me anymore.

There's D'espairsRay and Dir en Grey.

And nothing else.

ENNELL